Still haven’t

I don’t see my shape
anymore. It seems to have
wandered off. No,
I think
I may have left it on a plane

Poor autistic
Can’t say a meaningful
thing
without a ‘!’
between us and

We look for completion
and it takes either one
certain
or the world — or at least
several roomfuls of

Hippies’ children say
the answer is within
I
should be asking
their questions

Tell everyone I’m looking for
my brother
who smoked joints and
country&western music and
had depths I never saw because
and because
he crashed his car when he was
24
and I was
26.

He was so, so old
and I was
so, so young.

But that isn’t it.
No. That isn’t it.

What do you think?